Are You Blasted Open This Full Moon Lunar Eclipse?

FULL MOON LUNAR ECLIPSE

Q: Are You Blasted Open This Full Moon Lunar Eclipse?

A: For me, I’m learning just how emotionally reserved I’ve been living my entire life. Meaning, I am not blasted open right now, if anything, I’ve been in a process of melting down the internal glacial sphere around my heart that has kept me locked up and frozen in protective gear since childhood. So I am somewhere between drowning and floating. Truly though, no one has gotten past my own interior “wall” that is much like that of the Game of Thrones massive fortification made of ice and stone that borders the Kingdom of the North. This is where Winter comes from…

But now we’ve entered Spring, as well as Aries Season, the very beginning of a new astrological year, and…eclipse season. Yes, a lot is going on and right now we are very much in the midst of some critically important sweeping changes occurring in the relational axis of Aries and Libra. Self and Other. Me and You. Independent and Interdependence (not to be confused with the shadow reflection of codependence when imbalance is present in the relationship). Do any of you feel that this eclipse season might just well redefine your current relational reality? It is definitely changing mine.

MEGAPHONE MERCURY

Last Monday, Mercury aligned in conjunction with the North Node which signaled the incoming eclipse season as if through a megaphone to the entire cosmos and sent a personalized message to you too. Well, I got my message. It said, “Dramatic turns ahead, do not attempt to intellectualize as you will instead have to live this process while dry-heaving the karma out of your physical body and psyche”. And…It has already been real - what is it you might ask? Well, that is personal…or is it? I am currently questioning what is personal anymore and what is worth sharing. Am I just a private person or am I hiding myself out of shame or is it some glitch that I need to feel seen and heard but don’t want to be seen, just heard? In a social media society, does privacy exist? It seems that new generations might not understand what privacy even means.

SIGH, SOCIAL MEDIA

And social media? I could do without it. And honestly, I just might. Not that I will stop writing or creating, you might just not know about it…unless you read my newsletter or someone sent you this journal entry. And maybe that will feel more than an aligned choice, perhaps it will feel free. Freedom from even having some sort of love/hate, mostly hate, kind of attention upon that which social media requires, like a beast that needs to be fed. And who wants to be an avoidant mother? Not I, but I also don’t want to parent a social media profile.

Is all of this ranting entirely off-topic and just needed to be said? Maybe not entirely as Mercury is in Aries and that which is agitating, irritable, or under the skin will be flushing itself from your system. So go ahead, what is it that you need to say? Or perhaps you can scream into your pillow. Have you ever sung into your pillow? Me neither but it sounds like a potential alternative.

A ONE-WAY TICKET TO REBIRTH

If you can’t tell, the energy is wild, it is untamed, it has a good mix of mayhem and the unexpected. You maybe haven’t read a journal of mine that jumped around so much or alludes to having been a cathartic experience for me as a writer and maybe a curious one for you as a reader. Well, friends, that is the tone of this moment. One in which your eclipse season could be cathartic for you in a way that only you will understand, and be curious to everyone else in your life. You are setting a new tone, new boundaries, and a new path for yourself. This is not about pleasing the masses, this is about forging your true identity.

And while each of us is in some cadence of rebirth that is appropriately proportional to the amount of death we’ve just endured on the inner planes of sacrificing beloved egos, what happens next is completely unknown. Some of you may end relationships that are not in sync with your heartbeat, others may change jobs, or pack up and move, or conceive…one thing for sure, your identity is on the line and you are being asked to cross it. A part of you will be left behind, which is the price you will have to pay to turn on the illuminated potential that is patiently impatiently waiting for you to arrive.

Enjoy and have a blast…

All my best to you and please receive the piece of my heart that lives inside these words.

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