What's the Update?

Everything is Possible

Q: What’s the Update?

A: It feels so good to have spent the last five days in studio sessions making extra ordinary sounds less ordinary! What can I say, the last several months have been quite unpleasant in nature. I can honestly say that dissolving an identity is fairly excruciating and less fun than you would think (lol). Although I am not in the clear, I am so grateful to be on this side of my recent transition from CEO to artist to…?

Six months ago I left home, packed my car, let go of my office, and started a journey that is still unfolding. I am now a recovering CEO/Founder and still dismantling the tedious practicalities and logistics from 5 years at the helm of a startup. What I learned during those years is certainly not in vain, and I trust that the foundation built within me upon the strength and tenacity of that process will carry me into wherever it is I am now going (TBD).

It is surprising to be here. To be creating from such nothingness. Literally, I was in tears to my mother recently, sharing with her my despair of the pure nothingness around me, the enduring loss, grief, and the deep exploration that has become me as of late. She simply reminded me that I have worked so hard to get here, to “nothing”. It is true.

So what comes after nothing? Everything I suppose. I honestly have no idea what is next or what will come to be. However, this present moment is pretty radical. It feels so much lighter, freer, and closer to “everything is possible” than I have ever been.

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