Weeping, Are You?
The Pisces New Moon
Q: Weeping, Are You?
A: This new moon in Pisces feels like it is drawing a long bath to soak my inner world into. The culmination of so much change, loss, transformative and confrontational conversations, acceptance, and the relentless reality of the mundane all appears to be added into this whirlpool. I contemplate while releasing the tears from my worn heart. I weep for the past and for the future in this present moment and let. it. go.
What a moon cycle! It has been a month since the last new moon in Aquarius, nudging us towards a unified future-thought of a society of possibility and innovation. Today we nestle into the dreamy ideal of a Venus/Neptune conjunction upon this moon, pulling our heartstrings while inviting us into two different futures—one based on our false, self-deceptive concepts of reality and the other, the truth. Which one will you choose?
Projection and Sorting Feelings
Romance, mystery, and destiny unfolding allure us into the present wind-swept nature of this enigmatic duo Venus/Neptune. While our relationships are brought to center-stage, so are our notions to idealize or even condemn them in a way that could be inaccurate. Projection is at an all-time high. What are the feelings that are yours alone? Am I thinking the other person is feeling a certain way? Or thinking that they are thinking this or that? Could it be that those feelings and thoughts are actually mine?
Having felt the pangs of some recent projection blasted across my world, instead of simmering into feeling distraught, I reach within my wellspring of history and observe myself doing the same to another. Compassion is a balm to soothe an ache of injustice. If I am being judged or utilized as another’s movie screen, it is my responsibility to become even more present, observe my own thoughts and recall my actions leading up to this moment. Can I apologize? Can I own my part? Can I also allow this to unfold without taking it personally? These questions may help in a moment of challenge or confrontation.
Oceans of Emotion
Why the weepiness? Pisces invites an ocean of emotion to coalesce into form. This bridge of a zodiac between the ordinary and the extraordinary allows us to touch into parts of ourselves we have yet to discover or perhaps have avoided altogether. There is mourning in these tears, as a release of tension dissolves with the Neptunian tides. Self-deception is a provocative beast and yet cannot withstand grace, mercy, and honest self-observation. You cannot unsee.
This is an inquiry for the truth seeker. Those of us ready to head into battle at a moment's notice in the name of justice and true alignment. And the beauty of this particular moment is the collective invitation to dream. What is your purest heart’s desire? How does it feel to swim in the natural springs of your inner knowing? If you do choose truth, albeit a strong dose, there is a warm bath being drawn for you in the deepest realms of your being. Relax and enjoy.
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